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| I hate that i'm fucken fat. I hate that i'm tall. I hate that i get dark easily. I hate that i have fucken braces still. now ... i'm going to go off and do something about it. nothing rational just kick my ass to work out more, drink no milk, bleach myself white and put more rubber bans on braces to speed up the proceess.
lovely ey? i hate this.
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| Dear unknown,
I'm scared of commitment. I used to love endlessly and freely. I no longer know how or when to gamble my heart out. Love, trust, commitment - i've lost vision of the meaning of such words. I'll keep looking for the future, but I promise that I will never settle for anything less.
My heart aches for my bestfriend .. I don't know where this blog is leading to but she just reminds me of my never ending nights of when I cried myself to sleep.
Ohh teenage angst.
love, Ana | | |
| Dear Ana,
Please stop obsessing over your weight .. STOP! You have to keep in mind that your legs and butt are all made up of toned muscles from volleyball. They are not flabby and filled with cellulites. If anything ... just get rid of ONLY your muffin top. Please and thank you.
5'3 Current weight: 125 Goal weight: 115 by the end of summer. Love, Ana
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| life is great :) i think i'll always come back this website just to reminscince my past lovers.
P.S. I haven't had a day where it was unbareable for me to handle the truth that i'd have to blog about it. I'm finally living my life. | | |
| DAMN GUYS!
1. I've recently started getting in contant with a fellow boy that I used to talk. We used to be able to talk for hours about the randomest things until out of nowhere he stopped. I was in denial of liking him and I had a gut feeling he was only contemplating whether I could be a potential homecoming date or not. I failed that test and he asked someone else. That someone else became his girlfriend eventually. ANYWAYS I saw him recently and he gave me one of those extremely tight amazing boy hugs like he's alyways does. For some reason they seem to never end? I don't know. Today he texted me out of nowhere to attend his game and blahblahblah I invited him to practice. and blahblah I"M OVER ANALYZING THINGS! He has a girlfriend! He came and it just seems like we flirt .. and basically i'm getting the wrong idea because he has a damn girlfriend. I swear it's a cycle with him. We talk for a while and then stop out of nowhere until we realize that the other person is in a relationship already. We're Juniors and this cycle has been happening since 8th grade. heh.
calm down, ana. I hate guys like that ... but I do that as well soo .. fawk. hahaha 2. My new friend started talking about how he wants to be built ... gave me flashbacks of my recent ex. He got his braces off in the midst of our relationship, became built and completely changed his appearance ... got an ego = exposed to more girls = broke up.
end. that hurt.
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